mamzellecombeferre:

cherryandsisters:

I drew some alive!noah since the last book emotionally destroyed me 

#hell yeah to the max chickie-chickie-chicken!!!!! #what a gorgeous character tbh #this whole book read like a love letter to and from noah to me #with everyone realizing that noah wasn’t who he was meant to be #and seeing the drastic change in his ghost and who he’d been as a person #with blue and adam and gansey having moments to realize that noah was more and should’ve been allowed to be more #and then noah himself is so lovely #every single moment he has in this book is overflowing with the compassion and loyalty and love that makes up his spirit #he’s decayed so far and those are the traits he clings to #every time we see him he’s comforting his friends #standing watch over gansey #using his meager energy to sit with ronan #showing gansey to gwenllian so that he can find glendower #fighting a possession that he doesn’t have energy to fight and begging blue to run away so that she won’t be hurt #struggling
to hold on to existence and pleading with the fox way women not to lay
him to rest until he’s able to do what needs to be done #and ultimately being so kind and loving and compassionate #that he steps back through time to sit with a dying ten year old gansey #and put him on the path that’s going to allow him to find people that love him #that will allow ronan and adam to have gansey and each other in their lives to keep them from self-destructing #to allow blue to meet the boys and have real friends for the first time #noah saves them all #noah starts everything #noah is so incredibly important and gorgeous and lovely and i’m probably going to cry about it for a year #series: the raven cycle #i’m dead not stupid #trk spoilers #fanart (Via. czarrish)